When I became a Mom my life changed completely… For the good. My son has become my number one priority. He is the love of my life and I wouldn’t change it for the world. Everything I do Everything I have become is because of him. The onlllly problem is now I always seem to feel guilty about doing anything for myself. I know that I shouldn’t but I do. Most of the things I buy or I do is for him. He is by my side 24/7. Every time I leave him I almost start crying it’s like separation anxiety. I completely stopped doing most of the stuff I loved because of the guilt. But again it is all worth it I get to be his mom. When I do the things that I love without him I feel guilty. When I go out anywhere without him I feel guilty. God forbid I do anything for myself without feeling this way.
This feeling though of having a child. Of seeing him grow, feeling his heart beating. He’s mine! I’m his! His smile just lights up any room all I do is smile right back. When he does something he’s not supposed to and then smiles it’s soooo hard not to smile back. All I want is him to grow up and be as happy as he makes me. I want the world for him and I will teach him how to love and how to make anybody happy. When he’s sad I want him to know he can come to me anytime any day with any questions. Or even if he just wants a shoulder to cry on.
I’m His Mom!