It really is. Things happen people change. Sometimes not in the best ways. All I want is what’s best for my son, I want him to be happy, and always smile. It’s hard when I’m the only one in the house that cares for him. My family and my husbands family love him so much. My husband just seems so distant. Ever since he went back to work after Isaac was born he slowly stopped helping. I started back at work and was always afraid of leaving him. My parents would comment when my husband would drop him off that his diaper was full and that he was crying every time. I shouldn’t have to worry about that. But I did. A year later I injured myself at work and had the wrist surgery. He didn’t want to help so I stayed with my mother in law. ( she helped a lot) everyday he seems to get worse. He switched his shift and now we never see him. Always is on his game and in his gaming room. I just want my son to be happy and I know he is with me. But he doesn’t even hardly know his father. He doesn’t call him dada he calls me dada and mama. Soon my husband is getting out of the military and I’m afraid that he’s just going to hide away. He doesn’t help with the house or the laundry or anything. Like I said life is hard. Hard decisions have to be made.
Sorry for the rant…. I know someone else out there is probably going through the same thing. I’m just worried. We shall see what the future holds for me. Anyone have any advice I would love to hear it!